Monday, September 3, 2018

All My Black Birds


 Response to prompt #42; in the style of David Kirby


All My Black Birds
by Helen Sadler

In a spotlight on a stage in an arena,
a famous man sits on a stool with his guitar,
singing a song created by using the melody
of a Bach composition, a song about a blackbird

finding strength to fly free, a song which has grown
more popular over the years since the night I saw
the man sing this song during his first American tour.
Paul McCartney now says that the song was about

the struggle for Civil Rights he had seen in the
United States, but at the time the song came out
there was no mention of this, as a matter of fact,
there isn’t even a document with the lyrics

scratched out, as so many other songs from that time
of the Beatles history. Perhaps Paul just had
the lyrics come to him easily, so easily
he didn’t have to write it down, no broken wings to lift,

just another song from this genius of a man
and a musician. But others were listening,
like Charles Manson, who had found his family of
wounded birds and convinced them the Beatles White Album

had hidden messages, in particular “Blackbird,”
a song that was telling the black man to rise up.
Charlie decided he had to show them how it was
done, and it was by inspiring others to go on

murderous sprees in the name of a collection of songs.
Reading Helter Skelter in the fall of ‘75 opened
my eyes to how art could be used for any purpose
we decide. But the blackbird is just one, there are more

birds that are black, like crows. I still remember the
nightmare I had while reading Stephen King’s The Stand,
and the evil character of Randall Flagg could morph
into a crow to do his dirty work, and that

crow showed up in the night, scaring the bejesus out
of me so intensely I remember it now, forty
years later. To calm me down, I turn to the Marty
Stuart song “Observations of a Crow,” featuring

a storytelling crow on a wire telling all the town’s
secrets. That is a crow anyone could love, and it seems
more crow-like, after all. Crows are black birds, but not all
blackbirds are crows, like, say, “The Raven” Poe wrote about

so rhythmically, a raven stuck in the eternity
of grief, forever a shadow. But let’s get back to blackbirds,
like the “four and twenty blackbirds baked in a pie”
as the nursery rhyme says. Searching for this to make

sense, I found out that a 16th century amusement
was to put live birds in a pie so when you cut into
it they would fly away. Who thinks of these things?
I guess the house servants back in the day, as they wanted

to please the king, and Netflix wasn’t available.
Those birds deserved to be free, not baked in a pie,
which by the way, frightened me a bit as a child.
Beaks and feathers in a pie didn’t sound too appetizing,

let alone the spindly claw feet, and the drawings that
went with the rhyme in the book always showed a happy
baker, but it made no sense to me, and still doesn’t;
but humans are strange creatures. A huge song in the

20th century was “Bye-Bye Blackbird,” a song which has
been produced in many forms: Peggy Lee slow, John
Coltrane “17 minutes of greatness” fast, Ben Vereen dancing
Fosse style. See them on YouTube! Lots of theories on

this song; is it about a prostitute leaving
the profession? or is it just what it sounds:
Pack up all my care and woe / Here I go, singing low /Bye-bye, blackbird.
Why are they singing to the blackbird? Just something

we do, I guess, like the man with the Bach melody,
the fireman’s son who grew up on Penny Lane,
soft in the spotlight, melting his audience with
Blackbird singing in the dead of night/

take these broken wings and learn to fly...
We desire to mend our brokenness, to look to our faithful
feathered confidantes and be like them, flying free;
reaching, waiting, longing for our moment to arise.

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